Well my graduate review is coming up very soon, and it is time to write an artist statement about what I’m doing in the studio at the moment. However, before I can do this, I must really think about what I am doing. My classmate, Virginia, has challenged all of us in the graduate program to “ask ‘WHY’ in everything we do in our studio practice.” This challenge came at the perfect time for me. I have been gathering all this information and researching ideas, but it is time to absorb and reflect to come up with my own ideas. Below is what I’ve been thinking about, and the ideas that resonate with me the most. I will jump from here to begin an artist statement this week.
Recycled Linens and Fabric:
Recycle is the key word here. Unfortunately, we are in an age where people buy new things and dispose of the old. I was brought up in a family that used things until they were broken beyond repair, and only then were new items bought, and only if you couldn’t get it used. My family was not only frugal because at one time we had to be, but also because it was a way of life. As time has gone by, society has become more and more wasteful.
- Giving a new purpose to something that has been discarded.
- In the past, worn items were darned, reassembled in patchwork, used as diapers, or dust cloths. In WWI scrap fabrics were used as bandages. Some societies even use scrap fabrics for paper pulp.
- Owning linens at one time was to own something very precious. With the increase in production of cotton, linens were more accessible to people because the price came down and was more affordable; thus made them more common.
Looking at old photographs, whether they are my family or not, has always intrigued me. There is always a story to be told. It is an inside peek into someone’s life. My family photos are a clue into my grandmother’s life, and what she was like before I met her.
- I am interested in the history of my family and looking at my grandmother’s perspective of her life.
- Old family photos generally chronicle the important happy events of a family’s life. I am interested in this positive aspect of memory. A positive, sometimes humorous message.
- I am trying to keep the past alive, but not stop change. People are so quick to leave the past behind. I wish that people would learn more from the past and grow into the present by learning from the past. POSITIVE CHANGE.
- My connection to old photos and old things is in part because I don’t like where the present is leading us into the future. We are a disposable society that makes decisions based on GREED. Older items seemed to last a lot longer than ones produced today. Things are not designed to last anymore. Companies slowly release upgrades in order to make more money.
- Showing personal photos is an invitation to view it: a concept of TOGETHERNESS.
Memory and Time:
- Connection to my family, but also bringing the PAST TO THE PRESENT by creating new stories from my grandmother’s memories.
- NOSTALGIA – My grandmother’s memories: honoring the family and friends that were in her life.
- Remembering the positive and carrying that to the present and future. What you do now will affect the future.
- To be forgotten is to not be important enough to be remembered.
- At one time photos were considered to be the TRUTH or evidence. With todays ability to manipulate photographs, this is not the case anymore. However, even in the past, photos could still be interpreted in many ways depending on the context, thus questioning still this ability to be EVIDENCE.
- Layers of memory.
- Accumulated memory .
Cutting Away Fabric
- Taking away the negative and taking the positive forward to the future. (metaphorically)
- Keeping some detail and erasing other detail: fading memory and deterioration of the past.
- New memories: A new point of view (my point of view using my grandmother’s point of view.)
- Bringing the past to the present.
I have brought a chance element into my daily photo collages. I am randomly picking 2 photographs and using only these 2 photos for the collage. These compositions don’t always work out to be successful, but every once in a while there is a HAPPY ACCIDENT. It is the happy accident that I am looking for.
- The happy accident is what we learn the most from. The unexpected is what makes us take notice of what we wouldn’t normally see.
- If more people would follow their intuition, they would probably be happier people.
- By using happy accidents as a part of my message I hope to inspire positive change.
Whew! Well, It actually took me all day to come up with this stuff. My brain actually hurts! All of this thinking, and I haven’t even STARTED the artist statement! However, this has really helped me narrow my thoughts and is a good starting point to jump off from.
Earlier last week, I went to a graduate photography class to get some feedback from a different perspective other than my fiber friends. One of the things they really zoomed in on was the BACK of all of my sewn collages. They really wanted me to figure out a way to display my work in a way that you could see both front and back. They also thought this would go in line with my concept of memory, and the lasting IMPRESSION that certain events have on your memory. So, I scanned some visuals for you with this in mind. I accidentally scanned the front in black and white and decided that this perspective was quite interesting in its own right so, I scanned the other one this way too. I will have the color versions of these in my new PORTFOLIO section later this week.
What do YOU think of the back of these collages? Do you think I should figure out a way to show the back too? (I’m not sure how I feel about this.)
I think it is really interesting how it looks like he is going DOWN the stairs on the flip side. The back really works well in contrast to the front on this one, but I’m not sure about the next one: